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read my profile sign my guestbook Name: TasHa Gender: Female Interests: Talking to myself. Expertise: Talking to myself. Message: message me Member Since: 4/15/2004

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Monday, December 12, 2005

	Woohoo! I succeeded in setting up my new cyber home! ALL BY MYSELF!!! Ok, dun expect anything fantastic when u head over there...I'm a web idiot ok...so that's already very fantastic for my standards!
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Sunday, November 06, 2005

We were at the MTV Whatever Things party with the Aiya gang yesterday n although I was looking forward to see Arm, I din except him to look sooo hot in person! DAMN!!! He's REALLY cool! I'm REALLY pissed we didn't bring a camera!!! I WANT Arm Khodayar!!! His tattoos...mm mmm mmm!!!

If I had my birthday bbq after last night, Arm instead of Daniel Wu will be on my birthday cake!!! Haha...very funny guys...And below is Gerry's idea of ehemm...a "blow job"... -.-III

Anyways, it was a good BBQ...although alot of work. Haha. And a lot of great pressies! Yayyy!

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Sunday, October 30, 2005

	If you're looking at it...u're invited!
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Tuesday, October 25, 2005

OH.MY.GOD!!! I spoke to Ringo-san today and she told me the reason I din get the scholarship is cos they din think I'm passionate about Japan!!!???

ME??? Not passionate about Japan??!! That's sooo not true!!! I mean I was just confused as to if they want me to emphasize more on arts than the country!!! I mean if I lose out on arts I have nothing to say...but passion for Japan?? HELLO!!!! ME!!! I'm TOTALLY passionate about Japan!!! Urghh!!!

I'm not gonna be able to live this one down...

Anyways, I'm working on Plan B now...and I decided to give myself more options...so Plan C, D, E, F and G should be on the way!

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Thursday, October 20, 2005

The more you care, the more it is gonna hurt. I'm not over-confident...just very hopeful...n it hurts. The disappointment...It is too painful to be awake.

I'm glad I'm in my bed now...

I applied for a 3-year scholarship at Musashino Art University in Tokyo that is fully sponsored by Japanese Chamber of Commerce and Industry, Singapore. At that time I was looking for opportunities overseas...although I've wanted to go back to school...I tot it wasn't possible cos of $$$ so I was more of looking at work overseas. And then I came across this scholarship on the Japan Embassy website. So I applied for it, cos it's SUCH a good opportunity that is just crazy to be happening! And to top the craziness, I was one of the five candidates shortlisted for an interview which happened yesterday. The days I spent waiting for the interview could have killed me. I was sooo mentally drained. There was EIGHT interviewers! About five upper management ojisans from Japanese companies in Singapore...the previous JCCI scholar (super stern n straight-faced!

) and two nice staffs from JCCI. It was freaking stressful cos it was silence with EIGHT pairs of eyes staring at me while I waited for random questions to be thrown at me! Normally I'm pretty good at interviews. But I was sooo nervous just because I care sooo much for this, and it being my first scholarship interview doesn't help. I have no idea AT ALL what they'll be asking! Which lead to me TRYING to be calm, which probably lead to me looking confident, cold and lack of passion.

That is not it AT ALL!!! I'm sooo passionate about this!!! But it's too late now.

They awarded the scholarship to the only guy shortlisted, to major in architecture. I HATE GUYS!!!

Nonetheless Ringo-san from JCCI is REALLY nice. Nice ppl really make the world a better place. I look forward to going to pick up my portfolio tomorrow and hopefully learning abit about how I can do better next time...sigh...I'm sooo mentally drain thinking about this day and night...n sooo physically drain cos I can't rest well...Of cos it's a good experience but right now I'm still too down to look at it positively...give me some time...if all great artists have their Blue Period. This is mine...

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